~oei

i got the sad news...my boyfriend's mom died this 2:17 in the morning
my bf's family is here in the philippines while he is there in london...
his mom died here.... he didnt even had a chance to be with her...

i wish i could fly over from here to where he is..

i know you need me sweetie i am feeling ur pain....even if you tell me you're just ok and that you're not sad...that's a lie...
i badly want to take every sadness and pain you feel..i want to bear all of those for you...please dont try to hide...

i am so sorry if im so useless as a girlfriend im always not there visibly whenever you need me
if only i could..i'll fly my way over there in london...
i am so sorry


i know you need me...and im just right here....im always here...
dont try to use your defenses on me coz i can see and feel right through you.....


im wishing i have a pair of wings... so i could be with you, save you,... and take you away...

i <3 u so much...